From now on~!

From now on,I don't want think too much anymore.It's killing my mind and my health.From the beginning,I could feel that my health become so weak!Don't know why.As long as I know that I didn't take alcohol anymore and no smoking anymore.But why my body still become more cham gek~Everytime I take a breath also hard 4 me.Is it because of my asthma?Or my heart problem?Y everytime hard 2 breath?I scare one day I will jz like that go away.I scare my life just can take a few years then..sigh!I hate it!I don't want go early!I'm not yet marry 2 my dear hubby Sim Chin Fui.I really scare about it!I don't want this happen 2 me in suddenly!I don't leave my dear hubby alone!I want stay with him 4 ever more!

Dear hubby SIM CHIN FUI,I'm waiting 4 you rite now!I'm waiting and get ready 2 become your wife.Dear,fast fast marry me.I scare I can't stay longer anymore because my health become more weak,my heart totally hard take a breath.Dear,I'm waiting 4 you,no matter how long,I also will waiting 4 you!Dear,I love you 4ever all in my life.Although gt a few guys chasing me,but I don't like them cz my heart juz only belong 2 u.Not 4 them.The only way that I reject is ask them just be friends more better than d other relationship.Dear,I sacrifice so much 4 U and U too,sacrifice so much 4 me in your life.Dear,I love you 4ever^^!Mmmmuackss!I'm Adeline Sim Siew Lee, only belong to my dear hubby SIM CHIN FUI 4ever!^^

Tired facing many kind problem rite now~

I hate those kinda people who like 2 use smthing credible 2 threaten my friends or my family members & my beloved one including me la.They're stupid 2 using that method 2 threaten people.How better they're threaten people,they're also loser.Cz that's the way make them win..but sorry 4 it cz It doesn't mean they're win cz using tat stupid method 2 threaten people.Haizz~don't think about it anymore!Hating those kinda people!4gt it!From the beginning,I would like 2 keep changing of my lifestyles.I want my lifestyles bcm more perfect with whole happy happy.From rite now,I just wanna 2 4cus on my study and my Exam.Hence,plus my working..hehe~earn more money ma..dn want use my parents's money liao..they're worked so hard!Don't want they're worked so hard jz cz of family economic.Daddy,Mummy~One day,I will give U both having a nice and perfect life.So,don't ever look down on me,don't think that I can't do it.Believe me!I can do it more better than U both thinking that I can't.I don't care what they're say abt our past.They're jz like 2 look down on us cz we're not rich as them,but daddy,mummy..we're happy with our life too.I don't my family jz bcz of money then quarrel!I don't like it!Please STOP!I just wanna see our family be happy in life.

La figlia di Elisa - Andrea e Agnese - Dimmi Dimmi

SAHARA Tyalee ORIGINAL Dance R&B version - made by COSTI.RO

SAHARA Tyalee ORIGINAL Dance R&B version - made by COSTI.RO

JoJo - Forever In My Life - All I Want Is Everything - 1 [NEW SONG 2010]

Jason Derulo .. Say You'll Be Mine w/Lyrics

Jason Derulo - Queen of Hearts

Jason Derulo - Strobelight (Prod. By J.R. Rotem) ( 2o1o )

Jason Derulo - Closure [HQ]

One drink turned into two drinks Three drinks turned into dancin' (dancin') And pretty soon her body was all upon me Then I woke up I saw her layin' n

Jason Derulo-Fallen

Jason Derulo-Blind

Jason Derulo - Encore

Wake UP!!!!!!B4 too late!!

I must stand up 2 do my decision rite now!!I don't want people look down on me again even is relatives!!!!I should stand Up n wake up by rite now and starting do my revision on my SPM exam coming soon!!I don't want become useless and lazy girl again and don't want gt easily give up in my life altho fail in my exam last time.From rite now,I will more become hardworking and do the best on me!!!I want to fight with myself!!

Lady Gaga - Alejandro (official track) [The Fame Monster]

Confusing...Blur..

昨天和今天我看到了他的FB Wall post写了：“呵呵，现在电脑已做好了，而现在要好好存钱赚钱，买比较贵重的东西给我真心爱的女孩。”我看到，我多么开心呀！！哈哈哈！！开心的一只暗笑着。。妈咪还以为我生了病。。哈哈~！她们不了解我的心事，也更不了解了我开心的事情。哈哈~！可是呢，最近哦，我发现到我跟我那个最要好的朋友距离好像开始遥远了。我也不懂得该怎么说，也不懂得该怎么办。好伤心，我的朋友数量好像越来越减少了。我好伤心~！我真心爱的男人却不在我身边让我靠着他的肩膀~可是呢，我不能在我真心爱的男人面前哭泣，因为他不想我伤心难过，他要我做的事情就是很简单，那就是要我每一天开心的跨出笑容。呵呵~等我真心的男人从新加坡回古晋，我要给他一个大大惊喜的礼物，那就是我买了一对情侣戒指，这双情侣戒指呢不是普普通通的戒指哦，有意思的，所以我买了下来。等到戒指到我手上时，我还要拿去金店雕刻我和我真心爱的男人名字。。沈晋辉和沈秀丽！呵呵~[^.^]

老公（沈晋辉），你就是我真心爱的男人，也是我人生中最呵护又体贴以及最深爱的男人。

I so miss my hubby(sim chin fui)~

Wherever U r,I still b rite here waiting 4 U.How busy U r,I also still b rite here waiting 4 U until U come back.My beloved(SIM CHIN FUI),I miss U so much!!!!From the steps that U left and flight 2 SINGAPORE,I still can count the steps..and the day tat U left me alone in here.U told me tat U will b come bck again.Then,I just listen with what U had told me..I'm just b a good girl and waiting 4 U 2 come back!How long the day pass by..I will still been rite here waiting 4 Ur come back!1 weeks and 4 days already..U didn't call me.I always waiting 4 Ur calling.Everynite and everysecond that I count off~~U know what??Since I listened to a music that U like,I always cried..because I miss U so much,my love SIM CHIN FUI.I saw your profile..I saw U wrote something in your walls post..say that U so bored and nothing 2 do..plus U say Ur laptop spoilt already..hence,U used Ur hp online and wrote somethings.After I saw that,I never been temper cz I promised U that I won't be temper anymore.I calm down my temper but I can't calm my jealous on some girl that say some thing close 2 U.I know..U want freedom,rite??Ok~I don't mind about it,unless U never 4get our relationship still ON and not yet OFF.The most that make me more worry is Ur feeling and Ur love on me.I afraid again that U will leave me alone.I don't want this case happen 2 me again!!I afraid it!!DAMN Afraid it!!!!I don't once again happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Please!!!!GOD!!!I need YOUR HELP!!!

醒醒中的故事

不知不觉中，女孩突然才察觉到原来这些一切内，她都很后悔之前的性格，态度和脾气。她也很后悔当初没把父母的话听进去，很后悔曾经跟父亲吵架，很后悔当初的行为。在某天里，她察觉到自己原来之前的她是个坏女孩，居然反抗父母的话，还反抗家里人的劝告以下。而如今，她才发现她后悔已经来不及了，因为事情都已经发生了，不能再到回头来，她很希望如果时间还能到回头，她发誓会在当时做个乖乖的女孩，不许再犯错误。可惜她这些的希望也不可能的事实，因为命中注定时间过了就让时间过，新的就从新的开始改过。而如今，她非常希望能夺回她之前的犯错，她如今正在努力的改过自新，如今的她正在努力的拼命去面对她生活中的困难。除了家庭之外，她还想夺回她之前对她的男朋友的态度，性格和脾气。从那一天起，也就是那个男孩从她身边离开去了新加坡做工的时候，原来那个女孩不能失去他，因为女孩非常很爱很爱那个男孩。6月24日的那天，也就是在6月25日的凌晨早上4时正，男孩告诉了女孩说：“不要为了我总是去牺牲自己的前途，不要再为了我伤害你，去割伤自己的手了。你忘了吗？你曾经跟我说过，你将来的愿望要当一个好护士~所以从今以后，就要好好的努力专心上课，考个好成绩。就算失败了就要更加的努力踏上一城楼，就像自己跌倒了就要靠自己的努力把上来。不要为了两个字“失败”就断了对自己的信心！我最近也在忙碌工作了，我还要拼工~！我一直都在努力的工作，你也要一直得像我那样努力。我行，你也行的！我们一起努力，以后不会再过苦苦的生活。”当时那个男孩跟那个女孩说的时候，是流着眼泪的抱着那个女孩说。当时男孩和女孩也抱着在一起掉下了许多眼泪，没人知道其实他们的眼泪有多珍贵，有多意思，有多感动，有多悲伤。从那天起，女孩一直都在很后悔把自己当初的考试考得很烂，所以从今开始，女孩一直都在很努力当中，可惜，不断的一刻时期中，女孩发现自己的病情突然发作，她发现自己的身体一天比一天的很脆弱。为了和那个男孩永远的在一起，她一直都在忍住自己的病情拼命地去努力。不管有多再难的事情或难关中，她一直都很努力地去面对，就算病情越来越严重，她还是再努力去面对。虽然男孩最近都在拼工作，但是女孩还是为他祷告平平安安，做工顺顺利利，希望那个男孩的一切困难中赶快解决，因为女孩不想男孩做工得很辛苦，也更不想男孩牺牲了自己的健康去拼。女孩其实能够了解男孩现在的状况下，从女孩的心里中，她感觉得到男孩一直都在很辛苦的做工，女孩感得到男孩生病了，还在努力地去拼工。从女孩心里中的感受到男孩的苦衷下，女孩心好疼，好疼，女孩心疼地把眼泪都流了下来。在男孩踏上飞机过了新加坡后的那一天起，女孩一直都在想念着那个男孩，只要想着那个男孩时，女孩突然哭了一场，因为想念的那个男孩居然不在他身边，而在新加坡。其实太想念一个人的时候，就觉得自己很孤独，很寂寞。而不是因为孤独寂寞当中才想念一个人。

老公（沈晋辉），老婆（沈秀丽）我会和你一起努力地去面对着我们生活中的困难。老公，你的痛苦也是我的痛苦。我不会容易放弃的！！！我一定要靠自己的努力和你一起面对！！老公，我爱你！我好爱你！！非常得很爱你！老公，我不会停止的爱你，而我会一直爱着你至永远一辈子！

作为你的女朋友，她希望在她时不时拿起手机时能看到你的未读短信...因为这时她想你了......

作为你的女朋友，她希望每天清晨能被你的电话叫醒，哪怕她还在做一个甜甜的梦，也愿意在你一声“丫头，起床了”中睁开惺忪的睡眼...因为她会开心的认为你醒来后第一个想到的是她，这就够她开心一天......

作为你的女朋友，她希望每天晚上能跟你聊到很晚，别怪她缠着你不放，因为夜里是最想念一个人的时刻，如果你真的困了，请不要放下一句“我困了，睡了”就暗下你的头像，温柔的对她说一声“宝贝，我困了，睡觉吧”她会甜甜的跟你说“晚安”的...因为她会很开心的认为你是在乎她的......

作为你的女朋友，她希望在两个人吵架后。你能主动给她打电话或发短信，哪怕是她错了，在你一句“别生气了”之后她会很懂事的跟你说“是我不好”，请你记住没有不通情理的女朋友，只是女孩儿在遇到她喜欢的男孩儿之后就变傻了，人都说恋爱中的女孩儿智商为零，其实是有道理的，不要在吵架后就把她晾在一边，你“男人”的一面不是在这个时候展现的。爱情，经不起搁浅...经不起沉默...

作为你的女朋友，她认为你就是最好的，即使她总是在你面前夸奖别的男生，说他哪儿哪儿好，其实不过是希望你能朝着那方面改进，女孩儿也是虚荣的，她希望她的男朋友各方面都优秀，即使自己都知道不可能......

作为你的女朋友，请你理解她的无理取闹，那是她故意的... 请你理解她的任性，那也是她故意的...因为那是她在乎你，对于不在乎的人，连话都懒得跟他说，更不用说吵架和耍脾气了......

作为你的女朋友，你们应该多一些交流，少一些沉默，当两个人都拒绝交流的时候，爱情就走到尽头了...

作为你的女朋友，请你告诉她哪儿做的不好，而不要选择用冷淡与沉默来对待！她会虚心的接受并努力的改正...因为女孩儿为了她爱的男孩儿会不断的改变自己，哪怕失去自我...
爱情中疼爱多一些，和原谅多一点，彼此爱的很坚定，爱情永远都是新鲜的，永远不会过期......

作为你的女朋友，她一定会好好爱你，爱到花都开了，爱到鸟儿把歌儿唱；爱到牛郎织女为你们点头，爱到花儿绽放，鸟儿成群把你们环绕，爱到每道彩虹映出你的美；

作为你的女朋友，她一定会好好爱你，爱到海枯石烂永远不后悔，爱到来生来世也会说无悔.....

你明白么 当你选择 沉默不语 的时候 而她得到的却是痛 心会痛 很痛 别用沉默来对待她 即使你现在不知道要怎么做 也不可以沉默 这种痛不是我一个人应该承受的

作为你的女朋友，她希望在她时不时拿起手机时能看到你的未读短信...因为这时她想你了......

作为你的女朋友，她希望每天清晨能被你的电话叫醒，哪怕她还在做一个甜甜的梦，也愿意在你一声“丫头，起床了”中睁开惺忪的睡眼...因为她会开心的认为你醒来后第一个想到的是她，这就够她开心一天......

作为你的女朋友，她希望每天晚上能跟你聊到很晚，别怪她缠着你不放，因为夜里是最想念一个人的时刻，如果你真的困了，请不要放下一句“我困了，睡了”就暗下你的头像，温柔的对她说一声“宝贝，我困了，睡觉吧”她会甜甜的跟你说“晚安”的...因为她会很开心的认为你是在乎她的......

作为你的女朋友，她希望在两个人吵架后。你能主动给她打电话或发短信，哪怕是她错了，在你一句“别生气了”之后她会很懂事的跟你说“是我不好”，请你记住没有不通情理的女朋友，只是女孩儿在遇到她喜欢的男孩儿之后就变傻了，人都说恋爱中的女孩儿智商为零，其实是有道理的，不要在吵架后就把她晾在一边，你“男人”的一面不是在这个时候展现的。爱情，经不起搁浅...经不起沉默...

作为你的女朋友，她认为你就是最好的，即使她总是在你面前夸奖别的男生，说他哪儿哪儿好，其实不过是希望你能朝着那方面改进，女孩儿也是虚荣的，她希望她的男朋友各方面都优秀，即使自己都知道不可能......

作为你的女朋友，请你理解她的无理取闹，那是她故意的... 请你理解她的任性，那也是她故意的...因为那是她在乎你，对于不在乎的人，连话都懒得跟他说，更不用说吵架和耍脾气了......

作为你的女朋友，你们应该多一些交流，少一些沉默，当两个人都拒绝交流的时候，爱情就走到尽头了...

作为你的女朋友，请你告诉她哪儿做的不好，而不要选择用冷淡与沉默来对待！她会虚心的接受并努力的改正...因为女孩儿为了她爱的男孩儿会不断的改变自己，哪怕失去自我...
爱情中疼爱多一些，和原谅多一点，彼此爱的很坚定，爱情永远都是新鲜的，永远不会过期......

作为你的女朋友，她一定会好好爱你，爱到花都开了，爱到鸟儿把歌儿唱；爱到牛郎织女为你们点头，爱到花儿绽放，鸟儿成群把你们环绕，爱到每道彩虹映出你的美；

作为你的女朋友，她一定会好好爱你，爱到海枯石烂永远不后悔，爱到来生来世也会说无悔.....

你明白么 当你选择 沉默不语 的时候 而她得到的却是痛 心会痛 很痛 别用沉默来对待她 即使你现在不知道要怎么做 也不可以沉默 这种痛不是我一个人应该承受的

Confuse..

Nowaday I realized that I can't live or stay without him by my side.I realized that I need him so much by my side...I need him(my hubby) rite now and I also need more HIM(GOD).Although he's always busy with his job,I wish everythings that he's facing of..quickly done.Oh My LORD!Please blessing him with my pray 2 YOU!My LORD,please don't give him anymore stress.I'm so sad to hear about his situation life in SINGAPORE from his friends.I know that he's try 2 do his own best and hardworking 2 find more income and that's because he loves his family too much and don't want his family live in laboriously.Oh My Lord,please forgive his sin and please forgive me too in what I had a lots of sins before.Nowaday,I really realized that I did a lots of bad before and now I'm really regret with what I had done before.Now I just wanna been with him together forever in our life.Oh GOD!I love him so much.I can't lost him again.My heart and my soul gave him as much as he's taken.But,I never forget GOD in my heart.Everytimes I'm facing hard problem,I can feel that GOD always stay beside me and accompany me to solve it.Thanks GOD!YOU're very important in my life!AMEN!