Hubby,I so miss you....

Where are you?I'm so miss you!Yesterday night 30/03/2010 I called you but you didn't answer.What had happen to you again???Few days or week already,you didn't contact as much as last year you got did it!But now,you totally didn't contact me.Got,just a twice time or 1 time in a week.I damn so miss you!!!!i need you by right now!!!!When I need you,where do you're gone???My heart can't stop finding you..my mind can't stop thinking of you!!!Do you know how much..how deep I love you ma...??????In whole of my life..I can't stay without you in my life.It's seem like in the hell for me!!I don't want lost you!!!I don't want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Please don't cheat my love!!!!Please don't play my feeling!!!It's killing my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday night...

Hubby,I miss you so much..Yesterday I had a nightmare.There is You!!It's about us!I dream that you leave me alone...and never come back to me.Hubby,I'm damn totally afraid of this dream.I hope it's not the true!!!!I don't want us separate each other..I damn scare one day you will leave me alone.I really hope you'll here with me!I need you with me!!!I always thinking back what had people or my outside friends asked me the damn make me so worried about that question.It is about if you 8 there got another partner or girlfriend and you keep lying me till the end,how???I damn sad with this question that they asked 4.I'm so hope that's not true!!I hope it's not the truth!!!!!Did u know what I had think as much as I can't figure it out and make me confused..is those question that they asked!!!I'm so confused!!!!!It's killing my brain!!!!Once I think it,more hurt I get it!!!I always cry 4 it!!

心语。。。

好想好想靠在你身边一辈子不离开。。自从你飞去离我遥远的地方，我想你了好几个星期，睡不着。当我很想你时，你却不在我身边陪着我。我多么希望你（晋辉）永远都守在我身边一辈子不离开我！你知道吗？我很想很想你的时候，我是多么的孤单又寂寞。每次我都很期待你打给我，如今你的一通电话都不曾打给我，反而是我打给你。当你接了我的来电时，我心里有多么的开心又很兴奋。但是，你却问我：“干吗？有什么事？”当我听到你这么地问我，我心突然变得很低落了下来。我只想听听你跟我说一句“老婆，我爱你！”，但是没有！难道一句“我爱你”对你来说很难吗？有时我这么希望你跟我说了我好期待的话，但是不知在何时。我希望有一天你可以对我说“我爱你”，但要有决心！我不要你只是对我说说爽罢了。。酱更加让我的伤口越来越宽。
有时候，我都是很认真地跟你说我的心里话，但是你的语气真的让我无法开口，因为你好像不相信我所说的心里话！你知不知道我心里有多么难受吗？？？！！！！

我好想念他

沈晋辉，我好想你。。我期待你打给我。。你知道吗？我知道那天我不该放了你不想看的照片。。我知错了。那时我也不该对你乱发脾气。。我知错了。我知道我很小气。但，我还是很爱你。我生气是因为我很在乎你呀。。老公！你知不知道我有多想念你啊！！！每当我要入进睡眠时，我都会想起你这我很爱的老公！当时我真的很想很想打个电话给你，但是我看了时间也不早了。。你也应该正在睡着觉了。我怕我吵醒了你，所以就没打给你了。我知道你很努力地疲劳做工。。老公，你也不必太去拼命的丫。万一你生了病，该怎么办？我又不在你的身边。。我多么想去陪伴老公，守在老公的身边。但是，我不能够因为我不该如何怎样。。我真的真的很想过去老公那里，陪伴着老公。你知道吗？每当我想起你，我的眼泪都留了下来。。老公，我好想你！我还有多几个月的时间就要中学毕业了。。过了毕业后，我还有三四年的时间正在读着大学。大学毕业后，我还是一样会期待你！无论如何，我都会一直地等待你！老公，你永远都是我的唯一！我永远都守在你身边一辈子！

My heart so pain..........

Y you want hurting my heart?I sacrifice too much for you.I'm lost.I'm feel hurt for you.Every nite I dream of you and me.But,is because u bzy ur work until our conversation bcm less.I afraid..our love also will bcm less.I so miss you..but then,everytime I miss you,I will feel so lonely and sad.I know that you're not around me..I'm quite miss you.Please don't ask me why I call you..It's seem like hurting me.I call you bcz I miss you so much.You never how much I love you.Whereas you were,I still loving you until I die.I know my attitude so bad,but unless I change a little bit.I need a time to change myself again.My friend who can testify me..If you wouldn't believed what I had say just now,I could approve myself to change my personality.I know that I was a very rude girl .And please 4give me.I will change it.