so nervous..

Arghhh!!!Exam is closing 2 me le...I'm still not yet prepare.No1 can help me nahh~Exam!!EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WAHHHHHHHH!!!SO scary!!!!OMG!I gonna try my best le...I don't cheating in exam anymore,no useful.Let me so cham nia!!!Z.z***This time I will try my own best in my semester exam!!GAMBATEH!!!

Darin - Step up [Dance moves]

Exam is coming soon~!!!

Arghhhh!!!Exam is coming soon 2 me now!!What can I do???Confused???Having a health problem..just like headache..feel easily tired!OMG!!Still got 2 weeks more again,then the scary exam is close to me.I don't know what I should do 4 rite now.Confusing and having a nervous.Just take it easy and relax my mind and my heart.Like that!Hmm~Mayb tat is the way can help me up in the time during I do my revision..haha~RELAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX~

2day was a very tired day and hot day tooo...

Hahaha~Just now I cooked somethings 4 my family dner...so delicious..^^Next time need improve my cooking skills so that I can cook 4 my hubby.Hehehe..Hubby like to spicy food,so next time I will learn cook Carry chicken,fish n others.B4 that,i like to cook ASAM fish..hahaha..cz is my favourite food.And so many food that I want to learn it as much as I can.8 1st I need to continue my study till finish my U-dgree o master after Spm.After that,working and earn money 1st 2 prepare 4 my future life and my family.Then,having a stable life..standby get marry to my hubby..hehe..May GOD blessing me.AMEN!

Hubby,pls take care of your health.

Hubby,I know you were being continued your job from early morning till midnight.But,please take more care about your health.I don't want you become sick.I'm so worry about you,my beloved hubby.I know you 8 there work so hard to earn more money.I...I'm very proud of you,my love.I wanted you be 2gether with me..no matter how busy your job are.But I still want you to spend your free to continue our conversation and get our relationship become closely.I really need you 8 around me.

I have a nightmare..

Yesterday nite I had a nitemare...It's very scary 4 me.In my nitemare there,my family just like do not regard me as a their own family.It's seem like I'm not their own daughter.Hitting me with a wire..ask me do somethings else such as heavy work.In my nitemare,I was alone and never had friends pity on me even is visited me..I felt so sad in my nitemare there..beside tat,people around me was looking down on me.They seem like dn wan b friend with me..I been hated by them..I really feel so sad in my nitemare..When I fear of this nitemare,I quickly wake up from its.Cz I don't it continue..it's really scary from I dream of b4.
OH GOD!I hope this was not a truth.I hope it's just a nightmare and I don't it happen on mine.I please to You,my Lord!Please get this nightmare away from me.
AMEN!

对不起！！！

不知不觉时间也过得很快了吧。。。我好想跟大家说声对不起，当初那么粗鲁的对待你们，还在你们面前骂了一大堆粗话。不但而且，我还对了你们的脸。。所以现在我很清醒自己的态度下与及性格下。对不起！！！我希望你们都会原谅我当初的态度，我只错了！还有，如果你们讨厌我的话，清说出口吧。要让我知道有多少个人讨厌我。。。至少还可以改过自新。请给我多一次，也就是最后一次的机会让我改改自己的态度。。

So...pain in my life and my every breath..

Yesterday in da morning,my asthma started breaking..Damn it's hard 4 me 2 breath until I lost my breathing.Oh no!!It's damn killing me by hard 2 breath!!!I hate my disease asthma...I hate it!!!!it's damn super duper hard 4 me 2 breath...Its seem like a die in my life..jz like I break my every breathing..haizzz....Oh GOD!!!!!Please help me!!!I need your spirit!!!
IF I had 3 days or 3 months 4 me 2 stay or live in earth,I hope my lovely hubby will accompany me and 8 around my side.If I had a few hours to stay,I will calm and waiting you reach and come back to me.I will never ever break my last breath IF I didn't see your face and let you hug tightly.

Everytimes feel so tired...

Don't know why every time I felt so tired in randomly...I must go to Hospital check my health.Scare will got problem with my health.Cz in every time feel so tired..and giddiness..haizz

我心突然感到很痛。。

我听了我不该听的歌，那就是《天真》~里面的歌词有点好像我心里想说出来的话，但是我还是没把它说出来。因为我相信你。不知不觉，我好像被你爱昏迷了好久。。。我的思想与我的心却被你拐走了全部。留下的只是我自己本人，所以请你不要伤害我很深。否则我的全部交给了等于是个白费的，也许我很笨吧！也许你也会这么的回答我说：“我没要求你把你的全部都交给了我。。是你自己心甘情愿的把它交给了我。是你自己笨！”我很希望你不会像“他”（我前男友，许文杰）那样说那些的确伤我很深的那句话。。很刺我的心！当初差一点点要怀他的孩子的那一瞬间，就是因为他不负责任，还说我很笨，还叫我去打掉。。但，我却在那时过了第几天很幸运并没怀孕。我当然也很担心我怀孕因为那时我还未满18岁，那时我才16岁。什么都不懂，却把我的第一次给了他。现在我已经后悔来不及了，因为我现才清醒，当初为何我会那么的粗心大意把我的第一次让给他？？我的确给错了对象，但是已经回不了头了！！我好后悔！！！真的很后悔！！我应该把我的第一次让给我现任的男朋友，也就是我的未婚夫。虽然我未婚夫的第一次已经给了他前女友，但是我根本不在乎这些。我最在乎是我们两人都很相亲相爱的一起度过我们的生活。想到过去的事情是在让我很失望一切，很后悔！

I wish my futurre having a twins baby..

One boy one girl...hehe^^

Something need to say it out...

Wanna be your half part forever!!!My tears never been stop fall..until waiting for you to come back to my side.Whereas you were,I will still right waiting for you to come back!My love for you is enough than I love myself and my life.I never blame you scolding me even is hit me or what else.Sometime I realise that I did so many things wrong but you still forgive me from my sin that I had done b4.You advised me should change my bad attitude and my personality that are not good.You everytime advised me and always but I just did it 8 least a few.I promise you that I will did what had you advised me b4.I will as soon as I can.I know you give me a long time period to change.Hubby,don't worry too much.I will did it as soon as possible de!!^^
Before that,I also need your support and my friends's support too^^

梦想。。。

我好想完成我人生最高的梦想，那就是努力读书考上大学，拥有更要好的工作！！！不想拖累家人，很想给他们存在人生最好的生活，快快乐乐又幸福的度过生活！把苦衷的生活焕然一新成完美他们的生活。另外，我也很想要拥有自己的快乐幸福的家庭，跟自己最爱的人一起永永远远地度过我们的快乐又幸福生活！我好期待着时期！！！上帝啊，我求你奉献我的梦想成真吧！我希望这个实现在我人生。。！！

Don't ever dreaming liao...wake up!!!

I'll do my best in all my life.Never give up in any challenge..challenge myself.I don't like challenge with other people or my friends.

Oh my Lord,I need Your spirit and Your support 4 me to challenge myself in all my life.Oh Jesus Christ,I really need You when I facing into trouble.Please give me Your way 4 me how should I solve it in easily.Amen!

我可以为了你，连我生命也不想要了。。

如果失去了你，我心真的好难受~我多么希望我先离开人世啊！！我不想再拥有多一次情况下的伤害我！！！失去你不如先失去我较好！！！！我多么希望病得更严重。。越快越好！！！我不想再受那种的感觉！！！！

老公（沈晋辉），老婆（ 沈秀丽）好想念你。。。。！！！

老公啊，我好想好想你！！你到底是怎么了？？为何不接我的电话？？？你知不知我有多想你吗？？？

我好恨你啊！！！！！！！！！！

我今天遇到我不该遇到的人，那个人就是曾伤过我的心！！！你就是那个人了！！！！当初是你自己不要我的，还让我受了很大的伤害！！！！还让我死去不活来！！你知道吗？我的心好难受啊！！！！我还割了自己的手。。。刘了很多血，但如此的不痛！！因为真正的痛是在我心内啊！！！