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我知道你最近忙着做工，最近都很少休息，是因为赶工作。我了解那天在诗巫你所跟我说的一切~老公，我永远都支持你。我现在已不在乎你的自由，但是我的确很在乎你对我的爱永远都不变。我还要期待老公（沈晋辉）娶到我为你真正的老婆。老公，请你不介意那天在红绿灯我跟你说的话，我也像你一样，气得就说说罢了。其实我心里准备已经愿意嫁给你了，只是期待着老公（沈晋辉）跟我求婚的那一天。我答应不再伤害自己了，我答应我会乖乖读好我的学业。我会尽量赶快把我的烂脾气，粗话，还有我的个性改掉！！我会尽量赶快把我的缺点改掉~！我发誓！！我一定能做到这些一切的！老公，不要再不理会我了~好吗？我很害怕你这样不要再理会我的感觉让我想到你要离开我的样子。我不想再一次的又失去你，也更不想你静静的离开了我。我不想你再一次离开我！！！

Haizz..

我知道你的话只是说说罢了，因为你烦恼很多。我知道其实你的心理不是这么想的，我知道你不是故意要伤害我的，我知道你不想我当心你太多，我知道我也许带来和多无聊的事情来烦扰到你。我也知道你对我说：“不要再找你了”也只是出气的话。我了解这一切~也许在这段时间我也不该去烦扰到你，多给你时间自由。。其实我并没管你的自由，只是害怕你又一次的偷偷离开我。你不要拿介意我刚说的话，因为我看到你跟我说：“失去我又怎样？”。。我心很痛而才会说那些你不该听的话。我没有这意思。是因为我太在乎，太爱你，不想再一次失去了你。我知道，你不喜欢我说了那些无聊的话，但是。。我不想结束。因为我只属于你的一个，我是你的人，我的心也只属于你的，我的爱也只属于你，我的人也是属于你的，你对我来说是非常重要的爱人，你是我最深爱的男人。我不想一次又一次的再失去你。老公，不要离开我。。我不想你在一次的离开我！我们的幸福时期还在等着我们。。不要轻易放弃我们的恋爱！

老公（沈晋辉）！！！

老公，我会一直都在等待你的回来！我会等待你回来娶我做你正真的老婆！我一直都在期待你跟我求婚~！我沈秀丽愿意做你真正的老婆~！老公，我会为了我们的将来，答应你我会好好读我的书，努力找到一份很好的工作。老公，就算你多辛苦也好，你永远都是属于我的，你永远都是我心目中的唯一一个老公！我也会忍着这些痛苦陪伴着你读过一切的难关！老公，我爱你！

老公（沈晋辉），老婆（ 沈秀丽）好想念你。。。。！！！

老公，你要记得你跟我所说的承诺哦~！我一直都在你身边守护你，一直都在陪伴你渡过难关。我答应你，我会好好努力度我的书，实现我的愿望。老公，谢谢你给我你的支持。你怀抱一直都让我很想念。老公，我已想好了~我会一直忍着这些以来的痛苦陪伴你，尽管是多少的苦，我都会一直陪伴着你。对不起关于那一天的事情~让我误会你了很多，还带来很大的压力给你。我不想再让你离开我，也更不想再失去你。老公，我真的舍不得你离开。昨晚你送我回家的时候，我真的不想放开你的手，不愿放开自己的手抱着你紧紧，不让你离开。当我进家里的时候，我从厨房的窗口望着你从我家那离开，我一直都在哭泣，望着你的车离开，我痛苦的哭泣~！到了房间，我还继续哭泣~老公，我很在乎你，我很爱你。我不想为了什么事情就让我们又在分开，我好痛苦！一听到“分”这个字，我心真的好痛好痛。老公，你对我所说的每一句一定要做到！我相信你是个很有负责任的男人，在我心目中，你是最棒的！你永远都在我心目中是最好的，最棒的爱人！你永远都是我的最爱！

老公（沈晋辉），老婆（ 沈秀丽）好想念你。。。。！！！

老公，你要记得你跟我所说的承诺哦~！我一直都在你身边守护你，一直都在陪伴你渡过难关。我答应你，我会好好努力度我的书，实现我的愿望。老公，谢谢你给我你的支持。你怀抱一直都让我很想念。老公，我已想好了~我会一直忍着这些以来的痛苦陪伴你，尽管是多少的苦，我都会一直陪伴着你。对不起关于那一天的事情~让我误会你了很多，还带来很大的压力给你。我不想再让你离开我，也更不想再失去你。老公，我真的舍不得你离开。昨晚你送我回家的时候，我真的不想放开你的手，不愿放开自己的手抱着你紧紧，不让你离开。当我进家里的时候，我从厨房的窗口望着你从我家那离开，我一直都在哭泣，望着你的车离开，我痛苦的哭泣~！到了房间，我还继续哭泣~老公，我很在乎你，我很爱你。我不想为了什么事情就让我们又在分开，我好痛苦！一听到“分”这个字，我心真的好痛好痛。老公，你对我所说的每一句一定要做到！我相信你是个很有负责任的男人，在我心目中，你是最棒的！你永远都在我心目中是最好的，最棒的爱人！你永远都是我的最爱！

很伤心啊~！！！

他回来了。。但是，一切都让我发现。。他的信息那个女孩说：“对不起，我没有把你当作代替品。对不起，我不该这么跟你说话。对不起，因为我很在乎你。”我看了之后，我心更加的痛苦几千倍，越更上火！！一切以来我到底是他的什么？？难道什么都不是吗？？ 我好辛苦啊！！我一直都在等待他的回来，可惜~一切都让我发现很多都是让我难过的日子！！对他来说，我到底是他的什么？？我要他老老实实地回答我！！！我不想一次又一次的被伤害的那么深！！！！

Confusing~Sad~Dark!

Many people ask me 4get him(HUI)~Even is my best friends too and others.I told them that I can't do that what had they ask me 2 4get.They still told me..would he come back to you again even is ask him come back to the hometown and accompany me??As they ask the question about that,It's making me more confused n feel more sad even is pain in my heart.I know they do care and worry about me.But,I still can't do that~because I still loving him.Once I try 2 4gt him,it's make me sick in my heart and my mind even is my whole body also will get into sick too.I really HATE myself and my whole Life.I always wishing that I quickly DIE and reborn again.Start new life again!Now my life really suck with those unused pain..it's always make me pain and hurt as deep as a knife stab my heart chin.When I saw another partners were so lovely,their movement remind me of our sweet memories and from started there..my heart start hurt and hurt till I can't breath.Feel wanna Die chin~!When along the way that ever had our memories,I started crying...from there 2 here.At d 1st,Our memories make me feel happiness..but after d end,our sweet memories make me feel pain and pain enough!I damn really don't know how 2 4get all those unused pain!Everybody don't know about my real secret yet!4 them,I was a bad girl..naked~!But,in truth I'm not kinda!I hard to fall in love with other guy even is believed!My believe in guy was over d end!I can't trust those all guys anymore even they're good guy.Cz i started HATE GUY!!!!!Not only GUY,even is a GIRLs that don't like me or wanna betray me!!!I HATE those people!!!From started rite now,I wanna b bad as much as I can!!!The BAD that I mean so..not a NAKED!!But a BAD that I can KILL people that betray me!!!!!!!!!!!Wanna let them know How pain in my life when They betray me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Wanna let them FEEL the Feeling!!!!I HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!In my LIFE containing of HATE!!!!!!!DARKNESS!!!!!DARK in my LIFE!!!!DARK KILLER!!!

SIM CHIN HUI

我很想你。。每一天都想着你。虽然我们已经不是情侣了，但是我还很爱你。我舍不得。。分开。我心好痛好痛。。。。。。。。辉，我还是很爱你。。我真的很爱你。我每一天都想起我们的回忆。。让我很痛苦！！！呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜~太想你而病倒。。你懂不懂呀？！！！

Y???

为什么男人把女人的幸福当作是性福？搞不明白这些男人！！一直想毁掉女人的人生中的幸福！如果只是想要的是“性”，就不要打扰女人的最大梦想的幸福，免得让我们做女人的受伤害,让我们很恨你们男人。要“性”就去找“鸭”。。女人不是你们所想中的那么好欺负！忍到了女人的脾气，你们就没好过！女人可不是你们想象中的玩具！恨死男人！

Haizz..

What a boring day that I have!Sometime busy thinking something else that not true even is when I thinking back..KNS!Make me stress jor..hate!!What am I thinking about?!!Suck!!Omg!!Still left a few months..then my big problem comes into my head rite now!!Making me stress jor..and headache!!Oh my God!!SPM exam!!!!!!It's important,dude!!Once fail it!!!My future will drop into the darkness!!!!Oh My!!!!I need to prepare rite now!!If not....I will die chin!!!!Argghhhhhh!!!!I need help rite now!!!!I don't think anythings or others thing else!!!It's making me feel more stress!!!Arghhh!!!!!I need b hardworking rite now!!!!!Hope all the best in my exam!!!May God blessing me!!AMEN!!!

Sadxx..

Jz now he called me at around 1.45pm....I'm sad.He told me that everythings is over!I just want to forget everythings!!I hope 4gt it as fast as I can!!It's make my life suck with those unused painful feel!!I Hate it!!

Don't worry...

My ex-beloved(Sim Chin Hui),don't worry about me...I know our love could not stay until d end.But,I will tried 2 4get you in my mind and my whole life too.I just know U're now really hating me as deep as U can.I don't mind about it cz I knw everythings is my fault and it's not your fault.Unfortunately,I really love you as deep inside my heart.Hopefully,I really don't losing you in my life.My life such as was sucking in the darkness without you.I really need you by my side.However,You couldn't 4give me and started hating me as much!My beloved,I can feel that you're still loving me..as long or as deep as you hating me..I knew that you're pain in your heart!You never realized that unlucky happened 2 us.But,please..remember what I'd say..stay calm in your life,hope you happiness 4ever!I knew that I can't live no longer as much as other people.I know I will die in someday..I will die in happily as long as you live happiness with your new life.I will always praying 4 you,my beloved.As long as I live,I can't calm with my disease..It's hard 2 breath and~I always thinking of U..I always pray 4 GOD 2 blessing U in all the time when I still alive until I die.Although U didn't believe in me anymore,but b4 8 my last breath........I want 2 tell U..my beloved Sim Chin Hui,I always loving with all of my heart and my life in 4ever!

Finally..

Finally,everythings is gone in my life.All I want..is gone ady.He nvr 4give me....!!Altho i begging with him,he say everything me and him is over d end.He say he dn wan me 5 him anymore.I damn sad 2 heard it!!Everythings is really GONE!!!my happiness..my love..my wish and so on are GONE!!!!I HATE my life!!!!Hate it!!