Valentine day's...

已有三年的情人节了，彼此都是自己一个人度过。虽然很羡慕其他人，但还能够如何，只好接受事实。唯一能够做的只有在msn和老公度过。。虽然不能够像其他人那样送花的花，拥抱着，接吻，甜蜜的互动，但只好面对面谈情说爱。心里的确是很孤独寂寞，但我不怪。因为我明了自己想要的是什么。只要能够在每天快快乐乐地一起，那才是我人生最幸福的事。只要不吵架，那让我感到开心。

很痛苦地走着那些“关”。。

昨天我却做了不该做的事情！让许多人生气我~老公生气我，他表姐也生气我，他妈妈也生气了我，他外婆也生气了我，还有他的朋友也生气了我。我却没给他们脸。我跪着他们道个歉，但他们一个一个却理都不理，还叫我重新改过，给我做一个机会改掉我的脾气。就是因为我的坏脾气让他们生气我。老公却给我半年时间改过这个坏脾气。我要慢慢地改过！虽然很痛苦，我还是要改。因为老公说过，如果办不到，他就会离开我。T^T

我要的不是你的生气来挨骂我！

当我魂散落魄的时候，我伤心了，失望了，哭了~需要的是你。不是你来挨骂我，生气我！要的只不过是个安慰与拥抱着我！我知道你不喜欢我哭，可是我忍无可忍啊！我也不想让你看到我哭泣的模样！

Our sweet memories.

Confuse with my JOURNEY!T_T

Everybody want me go to STUDY including him too!!!!About the Asian Nursing Scholarship,I miss the chance because of my original Birth Certificate have lost and they want 2 sureties for my study..at d end,I can't find 2 person for being my sureties of my study in Singapore.I feel so disappointed and sad with what I have faced!That's my interest!My wish is wishing go to Singapore for STUDY but 8 d end,all r already GONE infront of my eyes!I have told hubby that I don't want study anymore!!!He angry me that I don't want study!I have told him that I will working in Singapore that my colleague have promoted me her last company b4 she came bck to Kuching!Now I damn feel so SAD!!!I don't know what I should do right now!!When I think of the job in Singapore,I feel confuse either wanna go or not.About the study,I stress with it!!!Oh GOD!!What I should do right now?!?!