What had happen 2 me again??Why I always kept upset and feel moody??Why I could not weighing my mind and share it with my friends???WHYY!!!!What's wrong with me rite now???I'm so depressing!!!!I depress on my family and financial problem rite now!!!!OH GOD!!What should I do rite now??!!!I really feel depressing!!!I don't know how 2 describe it 2 the 1 who care about me??!!I fear with it!!!Outlook so HAPPY but my inner Look is..just only upset while moody!!!How come be like that 2 me??!!I just wanna be HAPPY!!!!!HAPPINESS is my BIGGER wish!!!I don't be SAD anymore!!I hate it!I hate that I feel it.Feeling of sad really kill me!!!I wanna STOP it 2 destroy my life.Why I'm so tenderhearted????Why I hate LOVE so much??!!!When I can forget the worst of my past???!!!When I can stand up 2 be a new??!!!Why I always dream a nightmare???!!!What does it mean so???!!!I don't want 2 hurt again and again!!!I'm totally tired with it!!!I don't face it again!!I afraid with it!!!!I don't want 2 be HURT!!!!
Thursday, September 30, 2010
What had happen 2 me again??
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Miss YOU~T.T
Dear,I miss U so much...........what I want..u never know de..I want U rite now cz I really Need U.T.T
When dear come back 2 me??All the time I always thinking of U.And I cry cz I miss U too much.
Miss U miss U..................
Miss YOU~T.T
Dear,I miss U so much...........what I want..u never know de..I want U rite now cz I really Need U.T.T
When dear come back 2 me??All the time I always thinking of U.And I cry cz I miss U too much.
Miss U miss U..................
Saturday, September 25, 2010
• ஜ۩۞۩ஜ•I NEED U NOW~
I'm the innocent~but it's brilliant.This moment is perfect...please don't go away,I need U now.I'll hold on 2 it and don't you let it pass you by.What I have 2 do is just waiting 4 Ur come back.I don't care what they say about U.Cause I love U so much.And yet,they will asking me the LAME question that I don't want 2 know it and answer it cause I afraid I will simply think and very afraid will affect our relationship.What I had 2 so is just PRETEND like don't know anything.The question they ask is"don't U scare Ur bf in Singapore there 5 another gf?","U don't scare that Ur bf bring the scandal come back?","U don't scare Ur bf make his another gf pregnant and bring dat gf come back and get married?"............!!!!What the HELL that they thinking of??!!!Is my problems!I know them worry about me if once day I face kinda situation!!!But,It won't happen..and it's just a RUBBISH!I have to do is B Strong!After hear kinda RUBBISH from them,I lock myself in my room and started crying cause I scare 2 face it.I don't want 2 be HURT again and again!It's make my life suck with PAINFUL!STOP!!!!I don't want hear any RUBBISH!!!!!!!I believe You won't do it!!!!U won't do it!!!!!!!I've had ENOUGH with the feeling of PAINFUL in my life!!!!STOP!!!!I don't want it happen again in my life!!!!!T.T
• ஜ۩۞۩ஜ•I NEED U NOW~
I'm the innocent~but it's brilliant.This moment is perfect...please don't go away,I need U now.I'll hold on 2 it and don't you let it pass you by.What I have 2 do is just waiting 4 Ur come back.I don't care what they say about U.Cause I love U so much.And yet,they will asking me the LAME question that I don't want 2 know it and answer it cause I afraid I will simply think and very afraid will affect our relationship.What I had 2 so is just PRETEND like don't know anything.The question they ask is"don't U scare Ur bf in Singapore there 5 another gf?","U don't scare that Ur bf bring the scandal come back?","U don't scare Ur bf make his another gf pregnant and bring dat gf come back and get married?"............!!!!What the HELL that they thinking of??!!!Is my problems!I know them worry about me if once day I face kinda situation!!!But,It won't happen..and it's just a RUBBISH!I have to do is B Strong!After hear kinda RUBBISH from them,I lock myself in my room and started crying cause I scare 2 face it.I don't want 2 be HURT again and again!It's make my life suck with PAINFUL!STOP!!!!I don't want hear any RUBBISH!!!!!!!I believe You won't do it!!!!U won't do it!!!!!!!I've had ENOUGH with the feeling of PAINFUL in my life!!!!STOP!!!!I don't want it happen again in my life!!!!!T.T
T.T
Hubby,U seem like so speechless le...I know that U stress too much n always bzy with Ur working ~but when talked in h/p,U seem like moody 2 talked 2 me.Y?I knw that U dn wan make me worry abt u.Sigh~!I also don't knw hw 2 say..............I hope HUBBY can share Ur toilsome with me too..I'm willing 2 listen.I know Hubby gt alot of toilsome..but mine...never knw..........The toilsome that I faced rite now.........is more than ......I try 2 solve it n try 2 4gt it after finish settle.
2day damn moody
Friday, September 24, 2010
Saturday, September 18, 2010
继续‘从前~一个女孩的故事‘
车神就用两个星期的时间不打给女孩~女孩却傻傻地等待车神的电话，当时女孩忍了两个星期的时间就用她爸的电话打去车神那里。当时车神接了女孩的电话，女孩问他：“你最近赶工吗？还是什么？为什么酱久没打给我？”车神就说：“电话没钱了。怎样打给你？笨蛋！干吗？”女孩听了男孩说的那句“干吗？”感到心里很疼痛，因为她认为男孩根本不明白女孩实在想念他，但是车神却一声“想我哦？”也没说。女孩就原谅他，因为女孩知道车神其实会觉得很害羞，所以没说了。车神问了她：“吃饱了吗？”女孩就回应他说：“嗯，吃饱了。你呢？别总是忙着工作，连吃的时间都灭了。”车神就说：“嗯啦。那像一只猪哦。。总是吃包睡觉的。。真是个‘猪妈’。”女孩听到了就感到很开心，因为车神很喜欢取女孩的名字是‘猪妈’。在女孩的心里，女孩觉得很幸福因为车神很守护她。有天，车神最近忙着赶工，没时间和女孩联络。。那时车神忙了正好是需要两三个月的时间。女孩感到很寂寞，有时女孩打个电话给车神，车神却没接。女孩就慢慢地习惯车神没打来的电话，和朋友们出去玩。女孩在其中一个月遇到了不少倒霉事情来临。家人一直给了她很大的压力，加上功课和成绩也慢慢的退步，加上零用钱，女孩就打算半工半读。直到有天，女孩却生病了一个星期，人也变瘦了许多。在生病的时候，女孩吃东西的时候也很难受，因为吃了又吐出来，令她辛苦了整整一个星期。
有次，她最要好的外面朋友（女生）被一个男孩玩了感情，她为了她那个朋友，就对付那个男的。到最后女孩胜了，完成她朋友的仇后，她宁愿退出了报仇。因为女孩觉得对报仇的计划很腻了，不但而且，她也遇到了许多女孩也很想报仇，她决定该时候退出的了。当游戏结束后，她却被外面的朋友侮辱到自己的名誉差点儿破了。
不知不觉中，女孩好像变的很多~也许从那个教训后把我整个人都弄得清醒过来。也许得到那个教训后，女孩才懂得原来报复一个人真的带来坏处。女孩终于明白为何以前的她突然而变成魔鬼那样，还为了身边朋友的诉苦中，一直要对男子报仇，而忘了跟疼爱她的男人告诉一声。女孩的仇终于报完了，但是却带给了她困难中。那就是疼爱她的男人听到风声说女孩“走狮”，而很心痛又很生气地不理会女孩整整几个月，还打了电话骂了女孩，当时女孩爱的他既然哭着对着女孩说话。那时女孩也恨自己当初为了帮朋友报仇又太冲动又忘了和亲爱的他商量，这一切都是她自己的错误，怪自己当初太冲动....
Be continue....
Friday, September 17, 2010
Missing YoU...
My dear Hubby(Sim Chin Fui),2day I jz went out with friends take my things.When I gt inside my friend's car,they put on the music n let the 'Wu Fer' n then the bass hit till remind me of U.It's remind me of U when I sat beside with U while U r driving.My hubby,I damn miss U so much.I never feel wanna quarrel with U.I want be Happy with U...Only my stupid attitude make U misunderstood with me.Oh my Gaga!I don't knw what I want 2 say 8 here...but,I wanna say that I MISS U so much!!Much n much over my heart n my mind!!
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