Yesterday night...

Hubby,I miss you so much..Yesterday I had a nightmare.There is You!!It's about us!I dream that you leave me alone...and never come back to me.Hubby,I'm damn totally afraid of this dream.I hope it's not the true!!!!I don't want us separate each other..I damn scare one day you will leave me alone.I really hope you'll here with me!I need you with me!!!I always thinking back what had people or my outside friends asked me the damn make me so worried about that question.It is about if you 8 there got another partner or girlfriend and you keep lying me till the end,how???I damn sad with this question that they asked 4.I'm so hope that's not true!!I hope it's not the truth!!!!!Did u know what I had think as much as I can't figure it out and make me confused..is those question that they asked!!!I'm so confused!!!!!It's killing my brain!!!!Once I think it,more hurt I get it!!!I always cry 4 it!!