My heart so pain..........

Y you want hurting my heart?I sacrifice too much for you.I'm lost.I'm feel hurt for you.Every nite I dream of you and me.But,is because u bzy ur work until our conversation bcm less.I afraid..our love also will bcm less.I so miss you..but then,everytime I miss you,I will feel so lonely and sad.I know that you're not around me..I'm quite miss you.Please don't ask me why I call you..It's seem like hurting me.I call you bcz I miss you so much.You never how much I love you.Whereas you were,I still loving you until I die.I know my attitude so bad,but unless I change a little bit.I need a time to change myself again.My friend who can testify me..If you wouldn't believed what I had say just now,I could approve myself to change my personality.I know that I was a very rude girl .And please 4give me.I will change it.