when the time is closing to me..

I feel so alone without him(S.C.Fui).I really need him now!I saw him online and find him but he seem like ignore me at all.I don't understand!Why he could treat me like this??!!I'm waiting 4 his reply.Why??!!!OK!FINE!I prefer wait 4 him.No matter what!I will waiting him reply me!I won't sleep!Let I'm getting sick enough!How could??!!!I'm feeling sad rite now!But I swear I could wait and be more patient.PATIENT!