So...pain in my life and my every breath..

Yesterday in da morning,my asthma started breaking..Damn it's hard 4 me 2 breath until I lost my breathing.Oh no!!It's damn killing me by hard 2 breath!!!I hate my disease asthma...I hate it!!!!it's damn super duper hard 4 me 2 breath...Its seem like a die in my life..jz like I break my every breathing..haizzz....Oh GOD!!!!!Please help me!!!I need your spirit!!!
IF I had 3 days or 3 months 4 me 2 stay or live in earth,I hope my lovely hubby will accompany me and 8 around my side.If I had a few hours to stay,I will calm and waiting you reach and come back to me.I will never ever break my last breath IF I didn't see your face and let you hug tightly.